Thursday, October 22nd, 2026
I'm back!.
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I've been gone for a while! So has my website. I wanted to redo it, but i lost motivation and ended up just renaming it instead.
I'm definitely planning to make a pokemon webshrine considering its my BIGGEST hyperfixation. I have Arceus and Sword for the switch, Moon for the 3ds, Pokemon Black, white, soul silver, and heartgold for the DSi, and I have well over 300 physical cards so far. Imm a really big fan, like a mega fan...
Wednesday, September 16th, 2026
Random things.
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I'm thinking about a lot lately yet thinking about nothing at all. I'm not sure how to describe it. It's most likely because I just got back on one of my well needed meds, and my mind is trying to re-adjust.
I hate that I've been kinda neglecting my website lately, I've just lost inspo on new page ideas, and I'm not sure I have enough storage space to add too many more pictures to the other sections so I'm lost.
I'll try to find another image hosting website so I can keep doing this because I don't want to stop my website work :(
Sunday, September 6th, 2026
Lowkey tired and bored out of my mind ! !
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Ughhhhhh... I don't wanna get out of bed or do absolutely anything productive. I know I have to, I just literally can't pull myself up to do it. I'm like... short on one of my medications so that might be a reason for it, but also probably because I got my nexplanon implant put in so that could be another reason tbh.
It's also 6:20AM, and I can't fall back asleep. but then when i get up for the day my body is super fatigued. it's been like this for about a year now tho, and it cant be the implant or my meds since those are both recent.
IDK it worries me quite a bit, especially since i have college classes coming up in spring 2027, meaning I can't afford this fatigue to continue if I want to succeed in life. But I have no motivation lately. No plan for how I'll do things.
I should probably start practicing note taking, study plans, and layouts for my notes. That will be helpful for organization. Only downside is idk what to "study" to help that. I don't want to have a real subject because I won't stay interested in it enough to continue practice. I might make like a fnaf themed practice plan to see how to do it.
Monday, August 24th, 2026
Got accepted into college ! !
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I'm so nervous tbh. It's less about the people and more about the actual test assessments. I like suck at math so bad, and while I know I can study, I havent done math in a few years since I did online schooling and I was able to kinda use my resources.
Also trying to figure out what I'm gonna do. To be 100% honest, I never thought I'd live past 14, so now I'm 17, and I never rlly figured I'd still be here. That being said, I never rlly thought about what I want to do, and I'm stuck because I don't really know what I'm wanting. I want to be a lot of things. I want to go into animation, props making, the film industry, but i also want to make my own stuff and not work for a company that will tell me what to make. I wanna be my own boss and I want to have complete creatuve freedom.
I'm at the doctor rn abt to get a shot. I have a VERY BAD needle phobia, so I'm a bit overheated from my anxiety. I naturally overheat like crazy. there's NEVER a moment in time that I'm not sweating, so it's like x10 rn.
Thursday, August 13th, 2026
rlly eventful day today... wut.
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Ok so for starters, it's been a long day and it's only 1:30pm. My amazon account was hacked into and they spent almost $300. They spent $91 on drinks, and around $200 on apple airpods. weird thing is... I don't have that kind of money for them to spend. My bank account is completely untouched, nothing was taken from it.
But they're using my name to purchase stuff. I got an email from amazon that they closed my account due to "suspicious activity." Makes me question if someone's doing illegal stuff using my name.
I think it's partially my fault tho. I was at the dentist yesterday and i got like five text messages claiming to be from amazon customer service about a discontinued product that i had previously purchased. there was a link. i was so tired from my appt that i wasnt thinking and i clicked the link and signed into my amazon account through it, genuinely believing it was from amazon. Guess they got my name and password from that.
on another note, I have a college "interview" today. gonna go into the college I wanna get into and talk to someone abt applying. leaving for it in like 30 minutes if not less. bit neevous but its ok.
Also im dying my hair pink today. Bleaching and dying. Lovebug is letting me do a small strand of black in his hair, so im gonna do a black strand in mine too so we're matching. yayyy.!
Wednesday, August 12th, 2026
Dye dye dye and more dye!
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Lovebug said he'd let me dye a small streak of black in his hair tomorrow too! I'm like trembling from excitement, we'll look so cute!! I'll post a pic of everything once I finish my posts page (with blurred faces ofc.)
My entire wardrobe will be pastels and cutecore clothing eventually, so my hair has to match ofc. Also I've wanted pink hair for AGES, so it's a dream come true. I'm an irl unicorn for a reason! /pinksparklyheartemoji
Sunday, August 9th, 2026
On the way back home from the family reunion weekend. I had so so so much fun! ^_^
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I'm exhausted tho. I'm like... blehhhhh... I'm honestly really really wanting to dye my hair again. I'm heavily considering going with pastel pink, pastel purple, and pastel teal. Like a unicorn kinda! Either way, I'll be so adorbs!
I'm gonna make an interest yap secrion. would that be considered a webshrine? idk probably. I'm wanting to make a place gere where i yap about my hyperfixations.(cries in audhd.)
Saturday, August 8th, 2026
Day 3 of family reunion. today is the last full day... :( so sad I'm rlly gonna miss them. hoping I'll stay in touch with them tho.
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On another note, I'm super excited to do more on my website. I'm thinking of working on another section in some of my downtime. There's a storm coming so I might be able to kinda relax and do a bit more. I'm thinking either a 'post' section, mimicking instagram posts or like, a quotes page. most likely the instagram post option.
the thunder is soooo bad... but if it storms then maybe we can watch a movie or play a game or something like that.
Friday, August 7th, 2026
Today was day two of a family reunion. pretty cool, love my family, they pretty swag.
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when it comes to the family stuff, its definitely very healing for me to see them. my siblings especially. My brother let me paint his nails, my sister and I had a deep talk, and my brother's girlfriend, is now a friend of mine! ^_^
I also really haven't been doing much on social media since i remembered about my website. im gonna go back to having this as my social media page since there's less scrolling, more customization, and complete creative freedom too.
